& Something keeps me holding onto nothing .

height: 5'2
lw: 107 lb
hw: now :(

Cw: 132
gw #1: 120
gw#2 : 115
gw#3: 110
 

jean size: 27/28's or 3/4
goal: Steady 26, some 25. Mainly fit into the ones I have now. Or 1's.

Each time I hit a goal, I want to buy something for myself.. makeup from Sephora, new jeans, shirts, etc.

a bit about me: I've been tiny all my life. As a little kid I was always lighter than my cousin that is two grades below me. I was in gymnastics, in a hard program all year round. I was always under 100 pounds until I quit. As I quit, I matured & wasn't working out so my weight slowly went up for two years. Last year at this time I was 107 lbs, which I was completely happy about. I didn't even worry about weight. Over the course of this year, stress has made me lose interest in working out & eating way more than I need to. I hate my body right now.


At 132 I hate my body. I hate how my $100 jeans don't fit & how I have to worry about how tight my shirts are so my belly doesn't show.

But this is all going to change. I'm motivated!
 
* Idea all from @skinnynthesun

Now only if I could afford everything & actually look good in all of it..

My natural color is a lightish/ashy brown. Which is terrible! So my hair is dyed really dark brown right now, but now that it's Winter I look more & more pale and the dark hair washes me out even more.
 
I saw these three girls on Tumblr and love their hair! It's a lighter brown, but would still keep some of my dark hair streaks.
 
I just want a change, ya know?!
 
So opinions?! Please heeeelp! :)

This would be a dream come true.

I don't even like Toms, or own a pair; but I'm in love with sequins. Sooo. yeah. These are cute.

What to wear to a school banquet!

I'm guilty of almost all of them, except Hollister.